On Being a Senior Sufferer

One of the problems with presenting a short devotional is that I feel that I’m supposed to give you a single text to meditate on, and then write something related to that text. That automatically gets you focused on that one text and its specific message to you. But today I want to write a “forest” message, rather than a “tree” message. One can study a forest as a bunch of individual trees, but there is another way-by looking at the way a whole forest grows.

So let’s step way, way back for a forest look. People like me are so fond of pointing out how many different writers there are in the Bible and how many different books, that we can miss this. There is a huge story going on that is told through all those different writers with pieces of it in all those different books.

That big story is the story of God who creates, who allows his creatures the freedom to get things quite terribly wrong, and in the end guides them back to a new creation. If you think about it, there are only a few “really, really good” chapters in the Bible, a couple at the beginning of Genesis, a couple more at the end of Revelation, and a few scattered about that point forward to the ones in Revelation.

Of course, the advent of Jesus is a good moment in the story, but it is also a profoundly sad one, and we live waiting for the final redemption. It’s here, but not quite yet!

Along the way we have quite a number of experiences:

  1. Adam, who had it good and then lost it all.
  2. Noah, called from ordinary living to build an ark. He lived through God’s redemption from the flood and then had a hard time living in the post-flood world.
  3. Isaiah, the willing prophet.
  4. Jeremiah, the reluctant, weeping prophet
  5. Jonah, the rebellious prophet.
  6. Job, who suffered for God without ever knowing the reason.
  7. Jesus, rejected by those who should have recognized him, abandoned by those who claimed to love him, yet vindicated by God in the end.
  8. Paul, driven apostle, personally carrying the gospel to so much of the known world, yet clashing with so many people.

Each of these stories fits into that bigger story. One of the key things I notice in all of this is that each person is different. Each person has choices. Each person has a journey.

We are all pretty much down on Adam, but isn’t his story often our own? Don’t we often find a good place, a place of God’s will, and then get away from that by pushing onward to something God hasn’t called us to do, or pulling back in fear from something God has called us to?

We’d be quick to condemn Jonah, the rebellious prophet. What’s with this running away? But I think that many pastors would tell Jeremiah that he had obviously not found God’s will for his life because he had no peace. I have certainly told many people they should seek for peace in following God’s will. And I suspect Jeremiah had a certain peace in knowing he was obeying God. It’s just that his obedience led him into such difficult situations. But still, on the surface, his story doesn’t look all that attractive, does it?

I’ve noticed recently that many of us are unwilling to allow others to follow their journey of faith. It seems to me that those of us who have had a very rocky journey-and my journey qualifies as rocky!-have the greatest difficult allowing others their own journey. We may have needed much tolerance from our brethren as we learned and grew. Indeed, we may still be required much tolerance of them. But heaven help the poor soul who hasn’t learned as much as we have!

I think this comes from good motivations. Like parents with their children, we “senior sufferers” on the journey toward spiritual maturity want to prevent others from suffering as we have. Having found the answers-yes, I’m being a bit sarcastic-we are anxious to prevent fellow pilgrims from learning things the way we have.

But just like Adam had to learn in the presence of the tree from which he was not to eat, or Jeremiah had to learn by obeying God in the face of impossible odds, or Paul had to evangelize while fighting with all who would oppose his gospel, so each of us has to journey with God in our own way. (By “our own way” I don’t mean we get to make it up as we go. God will even use our rebellion in leading us to where he wants us to go.)

So how about a good deal of patience and tolerance as God leads each of us? It’s possible that even we more “senior sufferers” don’t actually have nearly as many answers as we think. What’s more, we may even be asking the wrong questions.

There’s a place for good advice. There’s a place for guidance. But there’s also an enormous place for letting God work with people in his way and in his time. After all, we’ve each survived our own mistakes. I bet others will too. So will the church and the world.

Trust God as a story writer!

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Help me, Lord!

(from Henry Neufeld, 7/24/07)

10When the Israelites saw the king coming with his army, they were frightened and begged the LORD for help. 11They also complained to Moses, “Wasn’t there enough room in Egypt to bury us? Is that why you brought us out here to die in the desert? Why did you bring us out of Egypt anyway? 12While we were there, didn’t we tell you to leave us alone? We had rather be slaves in Egypt than die in this desert!”
13But Moses answered, “Don’t be afraid! Be brave, and you will see the LORD save you today. These Egyptians will never bother you again. 14The LORD will fight for you, and you won’t have to do a thing.” — Exodus 14:10-14 (CEV)

In our passage today, the Israelites have just left Egypt, and started on their way through the wilderness to the promised land. I find this incident very interesting, because I think we often behave in the same way in both our secular and our church lives.

Danger presented itself! The sea is in front of them, the Egyptian army coming up from behind. They think, “Maybe this escape wasn’t such a good idea, after all!”

So they cried to the Lord for help. This is an excellent idea. When in trouble, cry to the Lord. But notice what else they do. They complain to Moses.

Don’t we do something similar? We know that we need God’s help, so we cry out, but then we begin looking for the nearest human leader so we can complain to them. Why are they doing what they are doing? Why are they leading us in this way. A few moments, hours, or days before, we may have been in full agreement with them about God’s leading. But now, with trouble on all sides, we blame them. They should have known. They should have heard the Lord more clearly.

Then the Israelites questioned the value of their freedom. Why did we leave Egypt anyhow? There never was any hope! Why don’t we return and just forget all of this. Moses, we knew you were wrong from the start. They had been happy enough leaving Egypt a few days before, but now Moses was to blame.

Isn’t it very similar with us? When the time comes to pay the bill for a new building or a new piece of equipment for the church, how many people who supported the purchase come around complaining about overextending the church budget? But more importantly and more personally, when we find ourselves struggling against the enemy after the Lord has freed us from sin and bondage, how many of us think, “It was easier when I wasn’t trying to follow the Lord? Maybe I should go back.

But God also gave Moses a response.

First, he told the people not the fear. The same God who led you out of Egypt is still with you.

Second, see God’s salvation. God takes the responsibility right back. It’s not Moses’ problem. Moses has done what God said. The results are in God’s hands.

Third, be silent! How difficult that is for us to do. We really want to yell and shout or mourn and cry, or at least make sure those near us know how truly displeased we are with our current situation. But God told the Israelites to be silent.

And the result was a great salvation.

Let’s remember in our daily lives that God remains in control. Let’s remember to bring our questions, our doubts, our fears, and yes, even our complaints to him.

And then let us let him work.

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Prayer Board

Pray without ceasing. 1 Thessalonians 5:17 (WEB)

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faith, gentleness, and self-control. Galatians 5:22-23 (WEB)

Like many of you there is a lot going on in my life that requires prayer. I say “require” because if I did not take it to the Lord in prayer – I would go crazy! It occurs to me as I am writing that Paul may have shared his heart in his letters and in this one to Thessalonica to encourage us to pray all day and every day! Don’t stop!

I have a prayer board in my office. In the middle of the board in large letters is the word ETERNAL. It reminds me in every prayer to keep my eyes forward and listen for God’s eternal words. There are prayer requests and names and pictures all over the board. I could say that the board is all about math. I add people, ministries, and pictures. As I add to the board I acknowledge that person or concern belongs to God and is loved so much by my Lord. I ask God that I never forget that. The blessings that God pours on those I love through prayer are multiplied by His extravagant love in ways I will never know. PRAISE HIM!

I take from the board also as prayers are answered. Some might call that subtraction but in God we are never taken from His hand! I have a ‘season’ of prayer for someone or something and then God moves me on because I am limited but He never is. God is not divided in His attention. He sees each one of His children every day – every night. He does not sleep or grow weary in His vigilance.

As I go through my day, faces come to my mind. I don’t always know why. I may not have seen the person in years. I may not even have good memories of the last time I saw the person. God recalls the Galatian passage about ‘fruit’. I can ask God to bless someone – anyone – with those words! And I ask God to bless me, too!

The branches I am growing on Jesus’ vine grow heavy with fruit as I pray without ceasing. God speaks and as I listen to His voice and allow Him to do His math in my life, I learn. I grow healthy in God’s garden.

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Memorial Day

Hear my teaching, my people. Turn your ears to the words of my mouth.
I will open my mouth in a parable. I will utter dark sayings of old,
Which we have heard and known, and our fathers have told us.
We will not hide them from their children,
telling to the generation to come the praises of Yahweh,
his strength, and his wondrous works that he has done. Psalm 78:1-4 (WEB)
In the midst of grilling and swimming and laughter, let us remember all those who have given their lives so that we can do whatever we want to do this weekend. Even if you are blessed to have a job and must work this weekend, many in our armed services and homeland security of local law enforcement have pledged to defend those many freedoms that we too often take for granted.
Let us tell the next generation their stories and learn from the cost that was paid. Let us pray for our nation and leadership. Let us pray. See you back here on Tuesday. – Jody
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He Loves Me!

Thus says Yahweh, “Don’t let the wise man glory in his wisdom, neither let the mighty man glory in his might, don’t let the rich man glory in his riches; but let him who glories glory in this, that he has understanding, and knows me, that I am Yahweh who exercises loving kindness, justice, and righteousness, in the earth: for in these things I delight,” says Yahweh. Jeremiah 9:23-24 (WEB)

Yahweh appeared of old to me, saying, “Yes, I have loved you with an everlasting love: therefore with loving kindness have I drawn you.” Jeremiah 31:3 (WEB)

For an avid New Testament reader like myself, I have to thank my Lord for sending my husband, Henry, into my life and also his professor and friend, Dr. Alden Thompson. These two lovers of God’s Word brought the Old Testament into my heart with their witness to the “forever-ness” of God’s love. I hope there is someone today who reads these two passages and says, “God said THAT in Jeremiah?!”

Oh my friends, listeners of these words today! Let us come closer and understand more about the LOVE that God has for EVERYONE of US!

I am not going to even attempt to explain the concept of the Trinity – but when it comes to meditating on the love of God, I picture the gentle, loving Jesus who gave Himself as the sacrifice for me. He is my Savior, my Bridegroom, and my Best Friend. In those comforting moments, I can tangibly feel the precious warmth of the Holy Spirit that seems to gently dry my tears and sift through my emotions with the Truth. Like many that I have spoken with over the years, I did not have a tender relationship with my earthly father and so Father God was not the One with whom I wanted to build a close relationship. As I have brought the Old Testament and the New Testament together in my study – I have learned about my Father God. I have also seen my earthly father through new eyes. My Father God has brought love and healing to me. HE LOVES ME!

Let us immerse ourselves in this love! Let us absorbed God’s words of love with more intentional focus and with that same intentional focus let us repel the sludge of the sarcastic remarks and commercial hype that are not loving! Who are you going to believe? Who speaks with real TRUTH?

There’s so much ‘stuff’ that we can discuss/argue when it comes to God. The number of denominations, fellowships, and sects are testimonies to how much we can say, “I don’t know.” But the love that God has for me…and for you…THAT we can know for sure. Take some time today and find another place in the Bible where God speaks about His love for His children. Think of it as God’s e-card or ‘tweet’ to you!

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The Gardener in His Garden

“You didn’t choose me, but I chose you, and appointed you, that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain; that whatever you will ask of the Father in my name, he may give it to you.”

John 15:16 (WEB)

We are to go and produce fruit. And the fruit that Jesus is speaking about is what Paul would later number: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faith, gentleness, and self-control. (Galatians 5:22) Yes! It is picturing myself on Jesus’ vine and growing plump with fruit that is more beautiful than my imagination can fathom! But I cannot do it! I can not make one fat ‘grape’ of kindness grow by myself. The fruit does not come from my work. Fruit comes from the vine that I am attached. It is all that good ‘food’ and ‘water’ coming though Jesus that fruit comes bursting forth!

“I am the true vine, and my Father is the farmer. Every branch in me that doesn’t bear fruit, he takes away. Every branch that bears fruit, he prunes, that it may bear more fruit. You are already pruned clean because of the word which I have spoken to you. Remain in me, and I in you. As the branch can’t bear fruit by itself, unless it remains in the vine, so neither can you, unless you remain in me. I am the vine. You are the branches. He who remains in me, and I in him, the same bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing.” John 15:1-5 (WEB, my emphasis)

Jesus chose me when He died for me. I chose Him when I bowed my head and said, “I need You, Jesus!” And so Jesus spliced me into His vine and the good food and water infused me. Snip! Snip! OUCH! Pruning does not feel good! David, Isaiah, Peter, and Malachi all described it as refining. Either process involves cleaning out the diseased or impure parts and allowing fruit to grow. Right now, today I can say that it is all worth it! I am able today to see from where I have come. It is a time of encouragement to savor and continuously thank my Lord! Some days I am clawing my way through the mud and cannot see. The Gardener is so good and so diligent. Because HE does not grow tired or weary, He is in His garden constantly giving water and food and pruning. Remaining on the Jesus Vine! Without Jesus, I can do – only nothing. Zero. Zip. No-thing.

Every day is a gift. Every day God wants to give to me. He wants to extravagantly give to me. “Come you who are tired and know you cannot do it all – and I will give. Free. A gift. A simple concept but not an easy one because I do – nothing. Oh how amazing!

It is in growing this fruit that God’s Kingdom is built. It is in the giving and receiving of these gifts that God’s Kingdom grows. It is God.

But we have this treasure in clay vessels, that the exceeding greatness of the power may be of God, and not from ourselves. 2 Corinthians 4:7 (WEB)

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Difficult Choices?

He came out, and went, as his custom was, to the Mount of Olives. His disciples also followed him. When he was at the place, he said to them, “Pray that you don’t enter into temptation.”

He was withdrawn from them about a stone’s throw, and he knelt down and prayed, saying, “Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me. Nevertheless, not my will, but yours, be done.”

An angel from heaven appeared to him, strengthening him. Being in agony he prayed more earnestly. His sweat became like great drops of blood falling down on the ground.

Luke 22:39-44 (WEB)

Sometimes there are no good choices.

“I guess that is why they call this earth – and not heaven.” – a Jody-ism

This Scripture, these five verses, have spoke to me many times in my life for different reasons. Last night I had the opportunity to be part of a healing service. A group of people came together to pray for others and ourselves. This is the third time this group has come together. There was a person missing from our group last night. He is in the hospital…it appears he is dying from cancer. We prayed for him last night as we have prayed for him when he has been with us. It is hard in this situation because it seems like there are no good choices.

Jesus knows about those times. Jesus is asking the Father to give Him an ‘out’. He does not want to go through what He knows He is being asked to do. “Give me another choice, Father!” The Father points to the cross. Jesus bows His head and says, “Not what I want, Father, but what you want.” And He sweats… blood!

God does not leave His Son alone to sweat. He sends an angel to minister; to strength Him. Jesus shows us in this Scripture that He was fully human. He needed the Father and His Spirit to get through this fear; this weakness. He shows me how to question and not to be afraid or reluctant to ask the Father for a different option. Jesus also shows me how to bow my head and be obedient – knowing that the Father will give me whatever I need to run the race He has given me and finish the race.

Before I come to my next Gethsemane, I am going to listen to Jesus and “Pray that you don’t enter into temptation.” Pray! Every day I spend time talking to God. Every day I spend more time listening to God. I want to be in Gethsemane with the One I know really well and who really knows me!

My choices may be difficult sometimes but I have a Savior and a Friend, Jesus Christ.

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Die – For Love

Jesus answered them, “The time has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. Most certainly I tell you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains only one. But if it dies, it bears much fruit. He who loves his life will lose it. He who hates his life in this world will keep it to eternal life. If anyone serves me, let him follow me. Where I am, there will my servant also be. If anyone serves me, the Father will honor him.” John 12:23-26 (WEB, JN revision)

“Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.” John 15:13 (WEB)

Take a deep breath before you begin reading this. What I am about to say is hard to read and consider. I hope you will stay with me through the whole devotion.

The first Scripture is one that really came into my heart after my son, James, died. There was a phenomenal amount of spiritual fruit that grew among my son’s friends. Through the pain of their grief they battled with God and most of them are closer to God than they were before James died. “unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains only one. But if it dies, it bears much fruit.”

I am not saying that James died for his friends. Whether James lived or died was God’s decision, not his. However, he learned the truth like Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, (Daniel 3) James had been given the knowledge that whether he lived or died – God could do either – and he, James, was at peace with that and God deserved praise. I can see Jesus’ words in John 15 in that.

Most of us may not be asked to literally die as a witness to our faith, but we are asked to die to our life’s game plan and live in God’s plan. And that should not be minimized in it’s difficulty. There is a death that must occur in our ego. God may ask that we change direction in our life. He may lead us in a path that does not show “success” in this world and that brings a death so that humility may live!

Jesus Jesus told us that the work we are to do is to believe in Him. (Wednesday’s devotion) He said we are to “GO!” (Matthew 28) and “be my witnesses” (Acts 1). And the greatest gift we can give throughout these three – is to lay down our life for our friends – including our friend, Jesus, as we build His kingdom.

As we go to gather in worship this weekend, let us lay down our lives and die in ourselves so that we really live in Jesus Christ.

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Enough Love to Go Around

“I am the good shepherd. I know my sheep, and they know me. Just as the Father knows me, I know the Father, and I give up my life for my sheep. I have other sheep that are not in this sheep pen. I must bring them together too, when they hear my voice. Then there will be one flock of sheep and one shepherd.”     John 10:14-16 (CEV)

What if the place where you worship every week had a sign out front that only said, “CHURCH”? That’s it. No denominational symbol or name. No indication if the building was the “First” or “Second” or “Last” or “Only”. I ask this question because after reading Jesus’ words about His identity as shepherd and and His identification of me as a sheep, I do not think there was a denominational name on the front of His sheep pen. I think the sheep are identified by their connection to the shepherd.

Jesus says He is a good and knowledgeable shepherd. Jesus is the True One who tends those He has been given by the Father. He cares for us even to the point of giving His life for us. We know that! We celebrate that in our weekly worship!

Jesus says He has sheep in different pens. He is telling His Jewish disciples that they aren’t the exclusive sheep! This is a hard concept for them. They have grown up knowing they are the Chosen People. Now Jesus says they aren’t the only ones He wants in His one flock.

To go back to my original question: What if the place where you worship every week had a sign out front that only said, “CHURCH”? Fellow sheep would come in based on the hearts of the sheep they found in that pen because we would be following the same Shepherd, right?

“I have loved you, just as my Father has loved me. So remain faithful to my love for you.”    John 15:9 (CEV)

Which sheep does Jesus love best? ALL who hear His voice and remain faithful in His love for them.

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What God Wants Me to Do

“What exactly does God want us to do? The people asked.

Jesus answered, “God wants you to have faith in the one he sent.” John 6:28-29 (CEV)

What an opportunity? To ask God, face to face, “What do You want us to do?” Can you imagine the people straining, even elbowing each other out of the way to be able to hear the answer?

What would He say? Pray four hours/day? Give 20% to the church? Memorize the Book of Leviticus? Jesus says to just believe in the One that God sent.

There are some who will not believe this statement because they would rather work their way into heaven. There are some who will not believe this statement because they would rather be holy enough to get into heaven. Neither one of those ideas are acceptable to God.

My sins are too great for me to do enough good works to balance or wipe out my sins. And my sins are too great for me to ever be holy enough.

The only way to please God is to accept His free gift. Believing in Jesus includes believing and knowing that Jesus was the only sacrifice that could make our relationship with God come together. It was the only way we could have a relationship with God! Jesus came to be that sacrifice and He also showed us how to have a relationship with the Father. Believe and follow what Jesus said. That is what God wants us all to do.

It is that simple. Easy? Not so much. The cross was heavy. The cross was obscene. The blood was real. The price was high. It was too high for me. So Jesus paid that high price for me, for you. It was simple. It was a gift. A gift of God’s love, His extravagant love.

“I didn’t come from heaven to do what I want! I came to do what the Father wants me to do . He sent me, and he wants to make certain that none of the ones he has given me will be lost. Instead he wants me to raise them to life on the last day. My Father wants everyone who see s the Son to have faith in him and to have eternal life. Then I will raise them to life on the last day.” John 6:38-40 (CEV)

Let us do as Jesus did. Let us do what the Father wants us to do. Believe in Jesus whom God sent.

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