Who is Jesus?

(This is my homework for the weekly Bible study that I am attending.)

When Jesus came to the region of Caesarea Philippia, he asked his disciples, “Who do people say the Son of Man is?”…

Simon Peter answered, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.”

Matthew 16:13, 16 (NIV)

Who is Jesus? As a believing Christian with 2000 years of Hindsight the answer seems like a no-brainer: He is the Messiah. Peter’s answer comes without the hindsight. It comes from his heart by the power of God. I know that because Jesus said so.

What is my heart answer to the question: Who is Jesus?

Jesus is my look into my Father. He says He and the Father are one. (John 10:30) When I read Jesus’ words, see what He does, and feel His compassion and love, (and discipline!) I am able to know the Father more. Jesus atoned for my sins and so bridged the gap between my sinfulness and God’s holiness. Jesus continues to bring the Father and me together.

Jesus is also the best friend and love that I have. He is always there. 24/7. He always has His ears tuned to my voice. He always knows when I need Him and for what I need Him. He is never too busy or distracted by “stuff”. I am never alone. Jesus is the Alpha and Omega. (Revelation 22:13)

Finally, Jesus is the Messiah; the son of the LIVING God. I am a simple, pragmatic woman so the first two bring me to the third. In this difficult, suffering world, it is the third that brings me hope for each day. Jesus is LIVING and active in my life. It is a daily relationship that grows and, hopefully, matures. He is the Savior.

Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him.

He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.

My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge.

Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.

Psalm 62:5-8 (NIV)

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The One Standing With You

1Now the entire congregation of the Israelites traveled from the wilderness of Sin by stages as YHWH commanded. They camped in Rephidim, but there was no water for the people to drink. 2So the people brought a complaint against Moses. They said, “Give us water so we can drink!”

Moses said to them, “Why do you bring a complaint against me? Why are you testing YHWH?”

3But the people were thirsty, so they grumbled against Moses. They said, “Why did you bring us up from Egypt to kill us and our children and our flocks from thirst?”

4Then Moses cried out to YHWH. He said, “What shall I do for these people? Pretty soon they’re going to stone me!”

5But YHWH said to Moses, “Go over in front of the people, and take some of the elders of Israel with you, and take the staff that you used to strike the sea in your hand, and keep on going. 6Here’s the thing, I’ll be standing before you there by the rock in Horeb, and you will strike the rock, and water will come out from it, and the people will drink.”

So Moses did just that before the elders of Israel. 7And he named that place Massah and Meribah, because of the complaint that the Israelites brought and because they tested YHWH saying, “Is YHWH amongst us or not?” — Exodus 17:1-7

I’ve translated these verses a bit loosely in order to get the feel of the story. Before we are too hard on the Israelites, we should ask ourselves just how likely we would be to travel through the wilderness, waiting for God’s command for each move, not knowing where our food and water was going to come from. Until we’ve been willing to do that, we should put ourselves in their place and realize our own weaknesses.

But I want to focus a bit on Moses, rather than the people. Moses goes to God and he is given instructions. He is to go out and stand in front of the people and keep moving forward. He is to carry his staff. He is to bring some of the elders with him.

The elders are clearly there to witness and to be part of this event. They are to learn, and also to be rebuked for their complaints as God resolves their problem. But what about the staff? For the Israelites at this point, the staff was the power symbol. They saw it as a magic staff. It was the thing Moses used to release God’s power.

I can be quite certain they saw it that way both because of their actions, and because that is the way such an object would have been seen in their world. It was a special physical artifact, blessed by the gods (or God in this case) and the item would release God’s power when done properly.

Moses goes up and strikes the rock with the staff as he is instructed, and out comes the water. What isn’t seen by the people is that God is standing there with Moses. The staff strikes the rock, but God brings the water.

We can test this by reading what happened in Numbers 20. There Moses is told simply to speak to the rock, but he falls back on the staff, and strikes the rock with it twice.

God was trying to teach the people that he was with them, and that it was not their ritual actions or their holy objects that made it happen; it was God. Their requirement in taking those actions was obedience. When they were obedient God acted. The staff itself had no power. The sacrifice of an animal had no power to forgive. God brought the water and God forgave.

This is one of the great lessons I have learned in studying the Torah (the Pentateuch or first five books of the Bible).

God demands obedience, but it is God who brings the results not the ritual. Even your obedience doesn’t cause God to act. You can see God’s grace in action as he lets them have the visible sign (the staff) while trying to turn their attention to him as they are able to take that step.

It is so easy to get the idea that we control God. If a prayer is answered, we want to think we have found a “prayer method.” If we are blessed, we want to look at aspects of our life that have brought the blessing. But the answer in both cases is that God acted because of his grace. We didn’t earn it. We didn’t cause it. As with Moses, God is standing there, whether we see and acknowledge him or not.

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Repentance: Part II

Then he called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever looses his life for me and for the gospel will save it. What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul? If anyone is ashamed of me and my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man will be ashamed of him when he comes in his Father’s glory with the holy angels.” Mark 8:34-38 (NIV)

‘Surrender’ is the part of repentance that even after 13 years of never-turning-back commitment to Jesus – I still struggle. To surrender means I relinquish control. What does that mean in context of a relationship with God?

And God spoke all these words: “I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery. You shall have no other gods before me.” Exodus 20:1-3 (NIV)

God says it is His way and only His way. That may sound harsh but do we not say that to our own children as we are walking in a crowded mall or busy street? God is a good Father. His desire is that we live with Him, whole and healthy. When we choose to walk away from Him, we will live unwisely. Jesus gave us the beautiful parable of the Prodigal Son. (Luke 15) The son chooses his own way. He finds the error in this and calls it sin. He feels he is “not worthy” to come home to the Father. He finds the Father waiting with arms open. The son had only to turn to the Father and say, “I’m sorry for doing it my way” and “Yes” to the Father’s plan for his life.

Choosing to live my life on God’s plan means talking to Him about my dreams and hopes. It is also listening to Him about what opportunities He is opening for me. It is a day-to-day relationship that grows because it is alive!

God is faithful to show His love for me. I see Him opening doors and inspiring me with what I need to function in these new opportunities. Let me give a short, persona l example/testimony:

When Henry and I knew it was time for me to go back to work, God opened the door to two places I would never have chosen. For the last four years I have worked in places that some would say I was overqualified to work. I was not sent there to impress anyone with my great nursing gifts. I was sent to both of those jobs to minister and sow God’s seeds into people I would not have met in my daily life. I have earned a living, prayed with people, and surrendered my plan for God’s plan.

I SURRENDER ALL

All to Jesus I surrender, All to Him I freely give;
I will ever love and trust Him, In his presence daily live.

I surrender all, I surrender all; All to thee, my blessed Savior, I surrender all.

All to Jesus I surrender, Humbly at His feet I bow,
Worldly pleasures all forsaken, Take me Jesus, take me now.

I surrender all, I surrender all; All to thee, my blessed Savior, I surrender all.

Words by Judson W. Van DeVenter, Music by Winfield S. Weeden, 1896

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Repentance: Part I

After John was put in prison, Jesus went into Galilee, proclaiming the good news of God. “The time has come,” he said. “The kingdom of God is near. Repent and believe the good news!”

Mark 1:14-15 (NIV)

In my studies I have noticed that God is all about three’s. Repentance is in all three levels of my being.

It is my mind. I acknowledge my sin. Every day, I get quiet and let God through His Holy Spirit turn the flashlight on my life. I picture in my mind how He looks under my bed where I don’t clean very often, in the closet of my life where I think I have locked the ugliness away, and in that forgotten corner where the cobwebs cling. “Create in me a clean heart, God.” (Psalm 51 is a good thing to pray during this time.)

It is my emotions. If I can scream and shout at a baseball game, but neither my sin that separates me from my Creator nor the moment when I realize that I am forgiven produce a tear – then I may need a emotion priority check! Have you ever choked up during a sermon or while reading a passage of Scripture? That’s God touching you! He is coming close and you are aware of the gulf between you – and He bridged the gap with Jesus! THAT’S EMOTIONAL!

It is my will. There is the center of truth in repentance. I make a determined choice to turn from sin, change my attitude about the sin and about God, and purpose to avoid the temptation of that sin.

No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it. 1 Corinthians 10:13 (NIV)

Only God’s power through His Spirit can give me the resolve to be truly repentant and walk as a new person each day! Our churches are filled with people who go to church when it is convenient to their activity schedule, give their money and support church activities, and even compliment the pastor on his sermon. Talking the language of a Christian does not reflect the repentant heart. A repented heart is one that is surrendered to God and shows in everything that we do!

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Live FREE!

In those days John the Baptist came, preaching in the Desert of Judea and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is near.” Matthew 3:1 (NIV)

Do I know what it means to repent? Turn away from sin. Walk in God’s path.

Do I live like I have repented? John said, that the kingdom of God was near. He was speaking of a kingdom where God would rule and reign. A kingdom where God would live with us! If I have repented of my sins – am I not living with God? Is He not in my heart? Isn’t my spirit is in relationship with His Spirit?

The disciples did not live their lives free from hardship and disease. The Bible and history tell us that all died a martyr’s death except John and I wonder if his death may have been the most difficult of all!

Paul speaks of Timothy’s “frequent illnesses” (1 Timothy 5) and his own torment of the “thorn” which cold have been a physical or spiritual ailment. In any case, the life of a Believer will have sickness and seasons of great trials, even suffering. Does that mean our faith is weak?

God is all about kingdom building. He wants – even desires that all would come to know Him. There is nothing like cancer or death – a crisis – to get an unbeliever’s attention and consider that they just may not have everything under their control as they thought!

God may be allowing a crisis in my life so that His Light – His Presence in this repented heart can shine in a dark world that is desperate for a true Light! Not some glossed-over, self-help way but a true walk that is full of God’s courage and God’s peace in the middle of a storm.

When you think God is not answering your prayer for healing – look up! Your victory is already there! The Kingdom of God is near!

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Slaying the Egypt in You

3And the Israelites said to them [Moses and Aaron], “Oh that we had died by YHWH’s hand in Egypt, where we sat by cauldrons of boiling meat and ate bread until we were satisfied!” For you have brought us out into this wilderness to kill this whole assembly with hunger!” — Exodus 16:3

There are just so many things one could say about that text! Unfortunately I not only hear the voices of my neighbors and my fellow church members in that chorus—I hear my own voice.

“Why God have you called me here? Life was so much easier when ________.” You fill in the blank for yourself.

What can get quite humorous is when those of us in church leadership get together and start talking about what’s wrong with our lives, one of the things we’re certain to complain about is, well, how much people complain! There’s something paradoxical about complaining about how much other people complain.

But look again at the text. What the Israelites are wishing is that God would have killed them in Egypt. Better to be struck down by God than to starve to death following him out in this wilderness.

That’s the problem with delivering people. We may not like where we are now, but as soon as we move on, we’re going to forget the problems of the past and remember all the better points. In the present we’re likely to forget the good things and remember all the bad ones.

The Israelites remembered pots of boiling meat and enough bread to eat. They forgot the taskmasters, the beatings, the work quotas that were too large, and the fact that they couldn’t move on. Supposing God had struck some of them down. Can you imagine the complaints of unfairness? “Here we are, getting whipped and beaten, and all we have to eat is this lousy bread, and the boiled meat is pretty tasteless. God lets us be tormented and then he strikes us down. It would be better to take us out into the wilderness where we could die of hunger but at least nobody would beat us, than it would be to get struck down by God here!”

Complainers don’t get satisfied. They can’t be delivered, because they take their bondage right along with them. There’s always something. First there’s no carpet in the church, then the new carpet is the wrong color. If the Bishop sends a new pastor he’s disrupting the ministries of the church that were just beginning to stabilize and grow. If he leaves the pastor there he’s just letting things get stuck in a rut. How can we grow if we don’t get some new blood in the leadership?

Being a complainer, however, is pretty human. I think we’re all there at one time or another. But God is in the deliverance business and he’s going to try to deliver us even from our complaints, if we’ll let him.

The Israelites wondered why they couldn’t just go straight to Canaan. We’ve been delivered, why not follow the straight road and get where we’re going? But God realizes that we take who we are along with us, and he has to get us to drop off all that garbage along the way.

You can take the person out of Egypt, but it’s much harder to take Egypt out of the person!

I have good news and bad news. The bad news is that God is going to make you take the journey of deliverance, to get Egypt out of you, just like he did the Israelites. The good news is that God is going to make you take the journey of deliverance, to get Egypt out of you, just like he did the Israelites.

You might as well get used to it. Now please notice that I’m not saying God is calling you to a life of misery. God is quite willing to get you out of misery, provided you’ll let him get the misery out of you.

I can look around me and see many, many things for which I thank God. If I choose to think about them I can be happy. I can find dozens of things to complain about or worry about. If I do that, I can be miserable. Even more important, that complaining and misery will not accomplish one single thing to make any of those things better. Jesus says worry won’t add time to our lives. Neither will complaining. It won’t solve our financial problems, make our families happier, build up our churches, or improve the weather.

All it does is make us more miserable.

Oh that God had slain us in Egypt? Rather, let God slay the Egypt in you!

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Starting a Romans Study

Paul, a servant of Christ Jesus, called to be an apostle and set apart for the gospel of God – the gospel he promised beforehand through his prophets in the Holy Scriptures regarding his Son, who as to his human nature was a descendant of David, and who through the Spirit of holiness was declared with power to be the Son of God by his resurrection from the dead: Jesus Christ our Lord. Through him and for his name’s sake, we received grace and apostleship to call people from among all the Gentiles to the obedience that comes from faith. And you also are among those who are called to belong to Jesus Christ.

To all in Rome who are loved by God and called to be saints:

Grace and peace to you from God our Father and from the Lord Jesus Christ.

Romans 1:1-7 (NIV)

I began a Bible study last night….as a student. Pastor spent most of the time allotted to ‘prep’ the class by turning the class in the direction that he wants to see the church to go. I believe his prayer is that the church will become infected by the 100 people in this class! If this 100 will become excited about God and His Word … think what could happen with 800+ infected passionate disciples!!!

The ‘principle of the night’ for me was this:

Paul’s letters were meant to be read aloud in the community of Believers; to wrestle with understanding God as a community.

I am going to be meditating on that this week. At this point, it seems like a principle that I would bring into my own life and into my ministry of teaching and encouraging. Let’s see how the first seven verses of Romans would connect when read aloud to a community of Believers.

Paul was an educated man. A Pharisee. He had plenty to brag about! Just ask him! (Philippians 3) Here he is, arguably writing the most important letter of his life – and he calls himself a servant! A slave! He says it right at the beginning! Do you think he was messing with the heads of those who might think they were privileged to be living in THE city of the known universe?

Paul sets Jesus front and center. Make no mistake if you are reading this letter: JESUS is the focus of the letter. You cannot hear about Christianity unless you hear Jesus! You cannot be a Christian unless you accept that Jesus is LORD. He was spoken about by the prophets and He is God. He is power!

My homework assignment for this week is to read the book of Romans. Read it. Aloud. Listen to the words with ALL my senses. “He who has an ear, let him hear…” Revelation 2:7 (NIV)

God bless you all this week with a hunger to spend time with God.

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Soaking Up God’s Word

Now when he [Jesus] saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him, and he began to teach them,… Matthew 5:1-2 (NIV)

I am blessed with a husband who leads by example. (Relax, Henry. I am not going to embarrass you by implying that you are perfect!) His devotional yesterday shows me that again. It is so important to learn; to sit at Jesus’ feet and listen!

Jesus went up on the mountain. He found a spot good for listening and good for speaking. I understand from some friends who have visited that mountain in Galilee that the acoustics are perfect!

Jesus went up on the mountain and sat down. He was in no hurry. He had something to say. It was important. He had a hungry audience. Jesus had a divine appointment!

Jesus was not just there to teach “the crowds”. He also had disciples to teach. Maybe they were the primary target.

Tonight, I am beginning a new Bible study. Not as the teacher but as a student. My pastor is teaching it. The study will be the book of Romans. Recently, while reading God’s Generals II by Roberts Liardon, I discovered that Martin Luther went from passive priest to passionate reformer after studying Romans. When I discovered my pastor’s new Bible study was Romans, I felt my spirit leap and knew I also had a divine appointment. I have searched for many months for a study to which God was inviting me. Great things are worth the time to search. God’s words – His teaching – are of great price!

Your word is a lamp to my feet and light for my path. Psalm 119:105 (NIV)

Get in a Bible study this fall. Listen! Learn! Be challenged! Soak up God’s words for you like a sponge! This is a ‘God-way’ for you to be squeezed out on a thirsty world!

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Why Can’t We Just All Get Along?

1Listen, my people, to my instruction (Torah),
Pay attention to the words I speak. — Psalm 78:1

I’ve been following some online debates about hierarchy in the church. Should there be certain people in authority? If we are all lead by the Holy Spirit, shouldn’t the church simply fall into place? If there is any kind of hierarchy, shouldn’t it be more egalitarian and spread out?

Though it isn’t really my topic today, I’m reminded of one of my political science professors who regularly pointed out that democracies could be just as hard on their minorities as dictatorships. The term is “dictatorship of the majority.”

I have seen church groups like that, in which the claim is that everyone is equal and they’re following the guidance of the Spirit, but it’s very clear that the Spirit guides through one person, or a very small number of people. Because nobody admits those people are in charge, it’s hard even to challenge them. Very flexible authority structures have a rigidness of their own!

But I’m not arguing one church structure over another. All type of church order have one major failing—they involve people. I recall a time when our own church was debating over issues of being Spirit led versus the traditional approach to church. I was invited to speak at the local Unitarian-Universalist congregation. Now you would think that if there is any church that is completely different, it would be the Unitarian-Universalist church. But in my discussions there I found that they had a debate going between those who wanted a more traditional church service, which for them was a educational/philosophical presentation with a few elements of liturgy, as opposed to those who wanted to experience spiritual practices from a variety of traditions. The two debates were separated by light years on the theological landscape, but on the human landscape they were quite similar.

All this came together as I saw that Psalm 78, one of my favorites, was an alternative lectionary reading for this coming week. As I started reading, I thought, “Hierarchy!” Here’s someone who truly believes he has something to say and that other people should listen. He’s willing to say so. Much later, James would say that not many should become teachers (James 3:1), but this guy isn’t afraid to do it.

There’s a certain arrogance in announcing that one is a teacher, but there is also a certain humility, or should be. If there’s no humility, teaching won’t go far. But that too is another subject.

How do we put this together? We need teachers, but few should dare. We need leaders, but those who lead must be servants. We even have the term “servant leaders” which gets thrown around so much that it tends to become meaningless.

Now prepare for some theology. Think about the incarnation. Jesus is fully human and fully divine. That’s 2*100% or 200%. That’s too many percents! But in the divine order, it works.

We try to divide our leaders between being servants and leaders so they can be servant-leaders, sort of half and half. But like the incarnation, I believe God wants servant leaders to be not 50%-50%, but 100%-100%, fully servant, fully leader. That’s tougher, I think. In fact, I think part of the plan is that all leaders and servants think about that and strive for it.

Let me illustrate from teaching. If I don’t learn I cannot teach. Sometimes I learn from students, sometimes from books, sometimes from other teachers. To the extent that I cease being a learner, I will be less able as a teacher. There are times when I am tempted not to prepare when I’m teaching something I have taught before. Sometimes others will tell me the same thing. “You don’t need to prepare. You already know that.” But when I get into the “already know it” state, I am in danger.

I must be 100% a learner and 100% a teacher, or at least strive for that, in order to serve God best.

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Election 2008 — God’s Way

As Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen.

Matthew 4:18 (NIV)

Jesus chose two fishermen to be His disciples. He did not choose educated or popular men. He did not choose influential or even wise men. So why did He chose them?

In less than two months, we, the people of the United States, will chose new leadership. Will we choose based on popularity? Party affiliation? Will we choose because of race? Sex? Will the faith that a candidate professes impact our decision? Will his or her moral life (or lack) impact our decision?

Jesus did not choose based on any of these questions that I can see. Jesus was God in the flesh, right? So He had “inside” information. He chose these disciples because He knew.

God has the “inside” information on the candidates also. Am I seeking God’s advice on who I should cast my vote? Does that sound too ‘easy’ or too ‘silly’? I actually think it sounds hard! I think that to seek God’s desire and listen for HIS answer is going to be hard. It means that I will not take my agenda into the voting booth. I will be taking only God’s choices. I will listen with my ears tuned to HIS voice and not the media’s spin or the candidate’s advisors.

The older I get … the more questions than answers I have. The more I study the Bible and build my relationship with God the more I find myself leaving my agenda and know-it-all attitude behind and lean on God’s ways. It’s hard. It’s awesome! It’s hopeful. It means that the future will have more hope in it … because I trusted God for it.

“Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will make you fishers of men.” At once they left their nets and followed him. Matthew 4:19-20 (NIV, my emphasis)

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