The Meaning of Silence

5Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of Yahweh comes. 6He will turn the hearts of the fathers to the children, and the hearts of the children to their fathers, lest I come and strike the earth with a curse.” – Malachi 4:5-6 (WEB)

Now the birth of Jesus Christ was like this; for after his mother, Mary, was engaged to Joseph, before they came together, she was found pregnant by the Holy Spirit. – Matthew 1:18 (WEB)

Jody asked me last night to give my thoughts on God’s silence. I think it’s a wonderful topic, but I wonder if any of us actually know what we mean by it. There are so many things I could say about God’s silence; perhaps I’ll hand Jody another devotional on the topic that she can use when she wants.

You see, the way we use “silence” in daily life is actually quite relative. When the noise level drops so that things seem peaceful, we will call it silence. Many people are quite comfortable saying something like, “The silence was wonderful; only the singing of the birds could be heard.” Well, if the birds are singing, it wasn’t actually silent, was it?

No, I’m not going to beat up on everyone who doesn’t use language precisely. That is how language is. If we say our children are quiet, we don’t mean that nothing in the house would possibly disturb a sound meter; we mean that relative to normal noise, the sound level is pretty low. That’s why you can use things like “mostly silent” or “absolutely silent” and so forth.

Our problem in talking about God’s silence is that we often can’t answer the question “relative to what?” Just last night Jody started talking to me, and I didn’t “hear” a word she said. Well, in a sense I “heard;” I knew she was talking. In this case, however, I had a good excuse. She had been talking to Janet on the phone, and I was filtering their conversation, one that didn’t involve me. Then with little pause she switched to telling me something. I was still filtering.

Or consider the Indiana Jones movies. You’ll notice that several of them start with him lecturing in a classroom, and what he’s talking about isn’t all that exciting. In fact, he can hardly wait to talk to the person who might have something else for him to do. Now Indiana Jones is not a good example of what archeology is about, but he will illustrate this point again. Based on the movies, one might say that someone had designed a very exciting life for this character. But have you considered why we don’t have any movies about the times in between? It would be boring! We’d have Indiana Jones going to his classroom, giving lectures, reading books, writing papers, talking to students, and doing all those other things that professors do. It’s because he does those things that people are surprised when he can handle a fight so well.

Radio and other forms of electronic communication provide another good illustration. Do you remember the good old days of modems when you would have your machine dial a number and then you’d hear tones, warbling sounds, white noise, and other clicks and clacks? Then if you were doing well that day the line would fall into silence and you would hear silence. Would it surprise you to know that all those sounds are quite meaningful to the computer? The two modems would be exchanging information such as what speed each was capable of, testing communications at various levels, and finding one at which they could get a reliable connection. You could turn the speaker off, because that information was not important, but someone experienced could tell how the connection was proceeding by listening to those sounds.

But what may be even more surprising may be that even the static on your radio has a cause and has meaning. It comes from a source. It might simply be the background cosmic activity. In the modern world, it is often from various electrical sources. Drive under large electrical lines with your AM radio on and you will notice increased static. It’s not meaningful to you, but it all does have a cause, and thus some sort of meaning. The problem is to find what is meaningful to you, and sometimes to learn how to understand the things that don’t seem meaningful, but might be useful.

Once when I was installing an amateur radio transceiver in my car I had a serious static problem. What did I have to do? I had to listen to the static! When did it occur? What increased or decreased it? What precisely did it sound like? Then when I knew what was causing it, I could fix it. In this case it required both a simple filter and some additional grounding. But I found that out by listening to static!

By now you may be wondering about my first two texts. It’s hard to tell just what was the last book in the Old Testament that was written, so I’m just following the order of the books as we have them in our western Bibles. (My Orthodox Study Bible, based on the easter church’s order, ends the Old Testament with Daniel.) You’ll note that the Bible ends with a word of prophecy, and that only 18 verses later, if you count straight through, we have God intervening through the virgin conception of Jesus.

Now here’s the thing. You’re getting two miraculous events, events in which we see God active, and you read from one to the other in minutes. It’s like watching chase scenes from two Indiana Jones movies in a row. Months or years may have passed in the fictional timelines of the movies, but you see the scenes in sequence-continuous excitement! That’s what movies are for.

But between Malachi and Matthew there are 400 years. What was God doing during that time?

When you think God is being silent in your life, I would suggest two things to consider: First, silent relative to what? Second, are you listening to everything God wants you to hear?

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Be Still and Know

Have you ever had a time in your life when you felt God was silent? Have you ever prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed – and heard or saw nothing in response? “God! Are You there?!”

“I am the first and I am the last: apart from me there is no God.” Isaiah 44:6 (NIV)

“Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. I am the Living One; I was dead, and behold I am alive for ever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades.” Revelation 1:17-18 (NIV)

God is the Un-Created One. He is here. He always has been. His ears are perfect. Then why would it seem that He is not answering me?

1) Am I in a ‘hearing position’? God said in 2 Chronicles that if I would humble myself and pray that He would hear and respond. Have I been truly humble or arrogantly demanding in my prayers? God is my Father. He is my Savior. If He never hears another word I say or answer another request – He has still done everything for me! So when we chat together do I remember to whom I am speaking? Do I get that He is friend but still God?

2) Are my ears listening for God’s voice? I am His child. A child knows their parent’s voice. They may say they didn’t hear you but they did. They are choosing to ignore! Too many times I may have an answer that I want and so that is all that I want to hear. God’s words to me will always line up with who He is and that makes my day-to-day relationship so important so that I am ‘familiar’ with Him. He may pull me out of my comfort zone and convict me of my sin but He won’t be telling me something condemning or destructive.

3) Is God, in His silence, already answering? Ah. There’s a tough one. When God is silent, I pray more. I focus more on Him. I am leaning more on Him. I move away from trying to figure it out on my own and instead ask God for His answer to the situation. I must let go of what I am holding in order to grasp God’s Hand.

God’s silence is is not about ignoring me or rejecting me. On the contrary, it is all about me. God, the loving Father, has His eyes on me and is completing the work He began in me…raising me to be the woman after His heart.

So the next time I think God is silent, maybe I will remember this time today and what I have learned and get quiet, too. Quietly listening for my Father’s wise words.

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In the Potter’s Hands

This is the word that came to Jeremiah from the LORD: “Go down to the potter’s house, and there I will give you my message.” So I went down to the potter’s house, and I saw him working at the wheel. But the pot he was shaping from the clay was marred in his hands; so the potter formed it into another pot, shaping it as seemed best to him. Jeremiah 18:1-5 (NIV)

I have been meditating in the last few days on this passage that has been set to music by the worship team from Australia, Hillsong. I encourage you to go to YouTube.com and listen to the link that I have noted here. The video has the words done like a closed caption so you can really get the message. It has sent me to tears as I considered myself a lump of clay, unformed and non-functioning. The Potter (my Father) takes me and shapes and molds me into something beautiful and functional. I become an wondrous instrument in the hand of the Potter.

Being squeezed and softened into a workable consistency is not easy…nor fun! God has to work me until I am warm in His hands, no longer stiff and hard. I must give way to His massage…I mean message. God can turn me in a moment from a misstep and set my steps in His guiding steps.

Giving my life into God’s hands continues to be a choice because I am so independent and my flesh is so self-sufficient. I intellectually know that I cannot and am not capable of directing my life successfully. God most often is merciful enough to engage in this tug of war with me. I say ‘merciful’ because if He was not so full of mercy, He would let go and let me have my way into a mess!

Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for noble purposes and some for common use? Romans 9:21 (NIV)

Oh yes, He does! But to be used by God for any use is wonderful! How can I say that any purpose or use of God’s is common??!! And there is where my meditation has taken me. I am left with the wonder and awe of how God, Creator, would take me and mold me into a usable instrument in His hands. WOW.


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Choose You This Day

You listen to the longings of those who suffer. You offer them hope, and you pay attention to their cries for help. Psalm 10:17 (CEV)

I confess to you that yesterday I allowed myself to be wore out by my emotions. I was so exhausted last night that if a 250-piece marching band had come through my living room – I would have never known it! The roller coaster ride had tremendous hills and valleys and even a loop-de-loop. And at the end of the day, nothing of importance had changed one whit in my life. How ridiculous!

The psalmist who shared this verse knew the One who had every minute of the day in the palm of His hand. God does not sleep. God does not ignore ‘the little people’. God hears. God sees with a vision far more expansive than my eyes. He knows the future and the truth of my heart. His love for me is so awesome that I cannot be ‘lost’. I am firmly in His hand.

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7 (NIV, emphasis mine)

Take time today to read Philippians chapters 3 and 4. Soak in the truth of God and commit your day – including your emotions – to God. Let Him handle whatever comes your way. That is definitely what I am going to do!

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Lent…A Thought

Forty days from now we who call ourselves Christians will celebrate Easter Sunday. It is seen by many as the greatest celebration of the Church. For many, Lent, is a way to follow Jesus’ example of a 40-day retreat (as He did in the desert before He began His ministry)that includes self-examination, repentance, and some type of fasting before coming to a holy celebration of Easter.

A friend shared that her pastor has suggested that their fellowship “lighten up for Lent”. He suggests a Daniel fast, daily reading of scripture, and cleaning out the closets. The fellowship is to lighten their weight, enlighten their soul, and lighten their load of material stuff to be given away. A productive Lenten season! (Note: a ‘Daniel fast’ is usually characterized by no meat, no sweets, and no carbonated drinks)

I believe the key to observing Lent is to obey what God is telling me to do. A retreat is usually very personal and is a time for me to ‘come away’ from the many distractions in my life and focus on God. It is like dialing in to the clearest frequency on a radio. No static. No distortion. In Lent, I can hear what God has discerned is the best for me and focus in on His message just for me. I have heard many find turning off the television or putting away recreational reading for the Lenten season has brought them great insight and a real spiritual ‘booster shot’.

“Father, I don’t ask you to take my followers out of the world, but keep them safe from the evil one. They don’t belong to this world, and neither do I. Your word is the truth. So let this truth make them completely yours. I am sending them into the world, just as you sent me. I have given myself completely for their sake, so that they may belong completely to the truth.” John 17:15-19 (CEV)

Maybe Lent can be the start of a daily ‘habit’ of seeking God and hearing His truth. Spending time in God’s Word and in quietness to hear His voice is a good habit to grow! May Lent be a time of truth and giving myself completely to Jesus. As He set His face toward Jerusalem and was not distracted from His mission, may I also set my face toward the mission God has for me and not be distracted. To God be the glory!

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The New Me!

Anyone who belongs to Christ is a new person. The past is forgotten, and everything is new. 2 Corinthians 5:17 (CEV)

How often in my life have I wished for a ‘mulligan’! A ‘do-over’! Here is the word that when I belong to Jesus – I am brand new! The old Jody isn’t just gone but FORGOTTEN!!! Everything in me and about me is NEW!!! Do I know that???

Do I make decisions based on the new me? Do I keep doing the same ‘old habits’ or have I embraced the new me with a new mind of Jesus? I have never thought of myself as pretty. But one of the beautiful things that happened to me the night that I accepted the need of Jesus in my life as Savior is I heard in my heart, “Jody, I love you! You are SO beautiful to me!” I can believe God. He doesn’t lie. He doesn’t make ugliness. He made me beautiful. Do I live like I know that? Not conceited but accepting that I am God’s pretty daughter and of worth – a treasure to be cherished.

Do I live like the new me? Have I identified my God-given gifts? God made me uniquely equipped to do great things for Him. If I allow Him to show me those gifts, I will find joy in doing what I love and have been designed to do. It is never too late to make a course correction in your life and get on track with what ‘puts a fire in your bones’ or makes your spirit ‘leap’ to do it. Why would God want you to be miserable doing something you hate to do?

Do I love like the new me? Jesus said that I was to love God with all my heart and strength. Do the priorities of my life reflect my love for God? Is my life a life of worship of my Lord? Jesus also said I was to love my neighbor. Do I understand the difference between loving a person and liking what they do? Have I learned from Jesus how to hate the sin but love the sinner? If not, I need to read the gospels again! Jesus said I am to love others in the same way I love myself! Once again, I need to look in the mirror and see the love that God has for me and allow that love to just flow through me. I cannot give what I have not received!

If I live as the new me that has been made whole and loved by Jesus, others will notice the change. But even if no one ever lavishes their compliments on this new me, God will bless me and walk to close to me as I serve Him and serve others just as Jesus did.

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Worship is More Than Music To Me

Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing…but let us encourage one another… Hebrews 10:25 (NIV)

I want to attend a worship service that fits me like my favorite shoes. After receiving a newsletter from some missionary friends this weekend, however, I vow to quit whining!!!

My friends are missionaries in a third world predominantly Muslim country. That is as specific as I can be without threatening their safety. They have to travel two hours to meet with the closest Christian fellowship…any Christian fellowship. That is two hours by public transportation! And I am complaining about – what?

“Let us not give up meeting together…” and let us stop making excuses!

For what reason do I come to worship? Is it because of obligation? Is it for socializing? Is it to perform? Is it to take my children, hoping they will grow up to be ‘good’? Is it to serve? Is it to worship our Lord and Savior?

Let us not just speak the Sunday School answer. Let us allow the Holy Spirit to really examine our hearts and reveal the truth of why we worship. Let us allow the light of God’s truth also reveal when we worship. Is it about one hour per week? Do I hear God’s Word any other day of the week? Do I read His Word for myself? If I gave my spouse or children the amount of time that I give God every week, would I have any relationship with my spouse or children? Or would they say they didn’t know me?

Meeting together is about worshiping together! It is about being in unity because we love our Lord and He is worthy of our worship! Can we not agree about THAT???

They devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles. All the believers were together and had everything in common. Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need. Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved. Acts 2:42-47 (NIV)

Read that again. Words like ‘together‘ is there several times, isn’t it? They had ‘glad’ and ‘sincere hearts’. They praised God and people liked being with them. They had ‘favor’. God blessed all of this by bringing more people to join their group. Now there is a something we do not see enough – a church growing!!!

Let us get our priorities straight and get on God’s program instead of trying to make up some more of our own! Let us worship in our meeting together. Worship our Lord and King, Jesus Christ!

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Living the God Life

Join with others in following my example, brothers, and take note of those who live according to the pattern we gave you. For, as I have often told you before and now say again even with tears, many live as enemies of the cross of Christ. Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is on earthly things, but our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.

Therefore, my brothers, you whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, that is how you should stand firm in the Lord, dear friends! Philippians 3:17-4:1 (NIV)

I do not subscribe to a newspaper. I do not buy a daily newspaper. I do not watch the news on television. My husband does. It is part of the ministry to which he is called to communicate in the ‘blog-o-sphere’ about current events. Many well known, national news paper say they are a voice of reason…Henry really is! There is SO MUCH information being said…again, again, and again. We are flooded with people telling us what is going on (from their point of view), what it all means, and what is coming. It is not just the secular media that is talking. If you turn to Christian stations or subscribe to Christian magazines or blogs, there is the same flood. I no longer feel I am being informed…I feel I am under attack!

I am aware that there were no newspapers or television commentators in the first century. But they did have ways of communicating and certainly the local governments communicated their opinions and laws effectively! I imagine the town gate and marketplace was a hive of information as well as rumors about what was going on throughout the region and known world. Not Paul, not Jesus, or any of the gospel writers tell us to focus on what is said ‘out there’. Instead they tell us to keep our hearts and minds set on things of God.

This is not being naive or stupid! This is living my faith! It is putting my money and every other bit of my life where I profess my faith to be! It is relying on God first and believing God for His wisdom and provision. It is believing God for His timing and His plan.

If you are feeling overwhelmed and/or worried, thinking that the glass of your life is always half-empty with all that ‘is not‘ in your life, join me in answering Paul’s challenge to “stand firm in the Lord”. How do we do that? One tiny step and thought at a time! It is training our minds to be set on Jesus. It is filling the spaces with all that is true and noble, as Paul says later in chapter 4. It is not the legalism of the doing some check list that will make me holier but it is pressing in closer to God and stepping away from what is not working for me and saying, “God, I have tried it my way. It is not working for me! I am opening my hand to release what I am still holding on with my fist and I am going to let God just be God! I am going to look up!”

Let us believe in the Living God and rejoice each day that we are His precious children. Let us soak ourselves in God News so that we may LIVE our life in Truth and Victory!

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Does your God Come with Fire?

[This is Henry again.  Jody’s on a heavy schedule, while I’m recovering from the flu and working from the couch! Comfy!]

3Our God comes
but he doesn’t keep silent.
Fire devours before him,
A furious windstorm surrounds him. — Psalm 50:3

Does your God come with fire?  Does a tempest surround him?

I hear lots of people pray that God will bring them peace, comfort, and even prosperity.  I hear plenty of prayers for healing, which to us means that our current symptoms will go away and we will become normal–in our regular lives on earth.

Now there’s nothing wrong with asking God for peace, comfort, prosperity, or healing.  I think the problem is often that we expect God to produce all these things without disturbing the landscape.  The humorous song “Please Don’t Send me to Africa” comes to mind, but “Africa” could be anywhere at all.

It could mean that God is calling you to speak more boldly–or to observe a profound silence when you want to speak.

It could mean that God is calling you to the mission field far away–or perhaps to your next door neighbor, you know, the one you really don’t like.

It could mean anything at all, and that’s our problem.  We often do want God to appear with devouring fire, and we kind of like the tempest or whirlwind thing, but we want to think of that as God’s tough side, shown to his enemies.

But if God comes to you with fire devouring in front of him, where will the fire burn first?  If God comes to you with a whirlwind surrounding him, what will you experience before you encounter the eye of the storm?

You see, God doesn’t see us as his perfect little ones.  He sees us as his perfectible little ones.  God doesn’t see healing as restoring us to some previous state we call “normal.”  He sees healing as making us more like him, carrying us a little further on that path to holiness.  If we are healed as God wants us to be, we will be anything but normal by the standards of this world.

We’d like a nice campfire.  God is planning a forest fire.  That’s what happens when you combine a wind storm with fire.

Are you ready?  Do you really want it?

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Only if you See

[This is Henry filling in for Jody.  She had a late shift and an early shift back to back.  I apologize for sending it late.]

I’m going to do something unusual for me, and make most of this post scripture rather than comment.  If you’re wondering just where you are to serve God, I’d like you to read the passage carefully.  I’ve laid it out in modern narrative form.

1This is what happened when YHWH took Elijah in the whirlwind up to heaven.

Elijah and Elisha left Gilgal.  2Elijah said to Elisha, “Please stay here, because YHWH has sent me to Bethel.

But Elisha said, “As YHWH lives, and as you live yourself, I will not leave you.”

So they went to Bethel.

3Now the sons of the prophets who were in Bethel went out to Elisha and said to him, “Don’t you know that YHWH is taking your master from above you today?”

He said, “Yes, I do know that.  Be quiet!”

4Then Elijah said to Elisha, “Please stay here, because YHWH has sent me to Jericho.”

But he replied, “As YHWH lives, and as you yourself live, I will not leave you.”

So they went to Jericho.

5The sons of the prophets who were in Jericho approached Elisha and said to him, “Don’t you know that YHWH is taking your master from above you today?”

And he said, “Yes, I do know that.  Be quiet!”

6Then Elijah said to him, “Please stay here, because YHWH has sent me to the Jordan.”

But he said, “As YHWH lives and as you live yourself, I will not leave you!”

So they went on together.

7Fifty men from the sons of the prophets went and stood at a distance from them, and the two of them stood by the Jordan.

8Then Elijah took his cloak, folded it, and struck the water, so that the river was split in two, and the two of them crossed on dry ground.

9And as they were crossing, Elijah said to Elisha, “Tell me what you want me to do for you before I’m taken away from you.”

Elisha answered, “I’d like the double portion of the Spirit that is on you.”

10He said, “That’s a difficult request!  If you see me when I’m taken from you, it will happen.  If not, it won’t.”

11So as they were walking along and talking, a fiery chariots and fiery horses came a separated them, and took Elijah up in the whirlwind to heaven.

12Elisha was watching and he shouted, “My father!  My father!  The chariot of Israel and its horsemen!”  And he never saw Elijah again.  He grabbed his clothing and tore it in two.

— 2 Kings 2:1-12 (my translation and layout)

Now here are some key points:

  1. Even Godly people may try to turn you from the path to which God has called you.  They may want to spare you pain.  Some may not think you’re up to the task.
  2. There’s a blessing for those who won’t let go and don’t have their own deadline for God to work.
  3. You can be standing off and see the miracle, or you can be right in the middle of it.  The 50 prophets who stood afar off saw the Jordan divided; Elisha got to walk between the walls of water.
  4. Even when it seems obvious, such as fiery chariots and horses, it’s quite possible to miss God’s presence.  Had Elisha missed the presence he would have missed the blessing.
  5. While all blessings come from God, there’s a point to hanging around with God’s chosen leaders as Elisha did with Elijah.  Elisha’s reward?  The double portion of the firstborn.

Those who already know their calling should be thankful, and remember to continue to seek God’s presence.  For those who don’t know or feel adrift, read and prayerfully meditate on this passage.  God may have a message for you there.

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